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O_Kellogg
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Location: Yelm Joined: Sun Mar 24, 2013 Posts: 1403
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[ I might got shot down for this... or I might delete it tomorow when I sober up...] NWGunner wrote: Then, I come out, and, on the way to my rig, I'm looking at trees, thinking, "will I ever see that tree bloom again?" ..."will I see the sunrise tomorrow, or the sunset?", etc., ...will I see so-and-so again?
All that to say, the thoughts & ideas mentioned above are great, but for me, in the midst of the battle, I had a narrow focus..sunset...sunrise...will I see any more...and will anyone care...? So which is it? DECIDE. Fight or flight - really your only choices. [Asking] Will you see another sunset? Not if you die in your sleep. So, decide not to die in your sleep. I'll talk to you more about it tomorrow. I, and a lot of others, love you Steve but it's ultimately up to you. *You* get to choose. You can slog on into this, carrying with you a ton of doubt, fear, and apprehension, wondering about the outcome, or you can make it happen. "We do not excel from a position of fear." - Andrew "Knowing" that you will beat this, is a sure path. "Not knowing", perhaps the others can comment on - I don't know much about doubt... I do know that I would chose to beat it. And if it turns out I'm wrong, and I loose, then I guess I loose. Done. I'm ok with being wrong. I might be mistaken. I've been wrong once before, or so I'm told But if I'm right... I say, decide to win and then just win. - Spoiler: show
- I do not intend to be an ass. I really, seriously do care. But I cannot decide *for NWGunner*, or for anyone else. I can only decide for me. Last time I decided to live, I survived. I don't know what happens if I decide to doubt. I'll try that next time and let you know how I get on... I hope you understand!
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NWGunner
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Did you have someone to share this with? My wife is always there for for me.[/quote] At the time, I didn't, but I am married now, so, I have someone for the latest things... Thanks for asking
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usrifle
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O_Kellogg wrote: [ I might got shot down for this... or I might delete it tomorow when I sober up...] NWGunner wrote: Then, I come out, and, on the way to my rig, I'm looking at trees, thinking, "will I ever see that tree bloom again?" ..."will I see the sunrise tomorrow, or the sunset?", etc., ...will I see so-and-so again?
All that to say, the thoughts & ideas mentioned above are great, but for me, in the midst of the battle, I had a narrow focus..sunset...sunrise...will I see any more...and will anyone care...? So which is it? DECIDE. Fight or flight - really your only choices. [Asking] Will you see another sunset? Not if you die in your sleep. So, decide not to die in your sleep. I'll talk to you more about it tomorrow. I, and a lot of others, love you Steve but it's ultimately up to you. *You* get to choose. You can slog on into this, carrying with you a ton of doubt, fear, and apprehension, wondering about the outcome, or you can make it happen. "We do not excel from a position of fear." - Andrew "Knowing" that you will beat this, is a sure path. "Not knowing", perhaps the others can comment on - I don't know much about doubt... I do know that I would chose to beat it. And if it turns out I'm wrong, and I loose, then I guess I loose. Done. I'm ok with being wrong. I might be mistaken. I've been wrong once before, or so I'm told But if I'm right... I say, decide to win and then just win. - Spoiler: show
- I do not intend to be an ass. I really, seriously do care. But I cannot decide *for NWGunner*, or for anyone else. I can only decide for me. Last time I decided to live, I survived. I don't know what happens if I decide to doubt. I'll try that next time and let you know how I get on... I hope you understand!
Well written brother, you did just fine with that.
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NWGunner
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Location: South Seattle Joined: Thu May 2, 2013 Posts: 12475
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O_Kellogg wrote: [ I might got shot down for this... or I might delete it tomorow when I sober up...] NWGunner wrote: Then, I come out, and, on the way to my rig, I'm looking at trees, thinking, "will I ever see that tree bloom again?" ..."will I see the sunrise tomorrow, or the sunset?", etc., ...will I see so-and-so again?
All that to say, the thoughts & ideas mentioned above are great, but for me, in the midst of the battle, I had a narrow focus..sunset...sunrise...will I see any more...and will anyone care...? So which is it? DECIDE. Fight or flight - really your only choices. [Asking] Will you see another sunset? Not if you die in your sleep. So, decide not to die in your sleep. I'll talk to you more about it tomorrow. I, and a lot of others, love you Steve but it's ultimately up to you. *You* get to choose. You can slog on into this, carrying with you a ton of doubt, fear, and apprehension, wondering about the outcome, or you can make it happen. "We do not excel from a position of fear." - Andrew "Knowing" that you will beat this, is a sure path. "Not knowing", perhaps the others can comment on - I don't know much about doubt... I do know that I would chose to beat it. And if it turns out I'm wrong, and I loose, then I guess I loose. Done. I'm ok with being wrong. I might be mistaken. I've been wrong once before, or so I'm told But if I'm right... I say, decide to win and then just win. - Spoiler: show
- I do not intend to be an ass. I really, seriously do care. But I cannot decide *for NWGunner*, or for anyone else. I can only decide for me. Last time I decided to live, I survived. I don't know what happens if I decide to doubt. I'll try that next time and let you know how I get on... I hope you understand!
I like your fire The thread was about what you would do if you knew you were dying, and folks were responding with their thought process for such a time. My response was to convey that while it seems obvious right now what one might do, things may not be quite so cut & dried when you're in the midst of it, and was showing how my mind wasn't clear enough for such organized thinking. As a side note...I did fight it then, and won, though some current challenges are looming Good thoughts, though, thanks!
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O_Kellogg
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